Friday, 6 September 2013

A wrap

peace be upon and hi peeps (^_~)

Today is the last day of the month of joyous celebration- Syawal- The month where Muslims all over the world should have celebrated with happiness after the one whole of starving-for-good month -Ramadhan-. Syawal also marked the tragedy of Rabi'a massacre in Egypt. An inhumane, cruel and vicious crime I would say. May Allah bless all the brothers and sisters there.

Ramadhan and Shawal were well spent-off in court. Oh yaa, I did my Industrial Training (a.k.a attachment) at Magistrates Court Balik Pulau for 6 weeks. A very small community as there are only 12 staffs there including me. Everyone was nice. The problem is just me. Couldn't attach myself to the staffs because there are too much age gaps between us. But me, my BIG BOSS and another male staff, kitorang boleh jadi geng. Because both of them are still in their twenties.

-this super sexy superbike belongs to my big boss-

I remembered being so persistent about going to a new lokap located at Bayan Baru. My big boss refused to bring me along because the place would be full of males and I would be the only female there. He even said "sanggup ke kalau tiba-tiba those prisoners londeh baju seluar masa kamu tengah melawat tu?" and I was like "we'll see how it goes sir". It took quite some times to convince him that I'll be fine and I'll take full responsibility if anything happens during the visit. Thankfully, there was no 18 sx scene and I keluar dari tempat tahanan in a good shape. 

As for raya, there was no incident of accident-love-story like last year and I'm grateful for that. Such incident shouldn't have happened. Aiyooo.
I do nothing memorable today and I guess that's a wrap for my raya. 

Another important thing is next week.

New semester is opening very soon and me is so eager to start this new sem. I can't hold myself from being so excited. The thought of studying and being busy just made the butterflies in my stomach fly joyfully!! 
<--- don't worry, I'm still normal and as a normal person I won't be saying that. Hahahaha. I'm praying that I won't be playing too much as I need to secure my pointer at a safe level. May everything go well and may this senior year be a memorable one! :D

p/s: let's pray for the safety of the brothers and sisters who are oppressed in Egypt and in any other parts of the world. May Allah protect them and us. Ameen.

Thursday, 8 August 2013

i call this 'BIG FAMILY'

peace be upon u and hi peeps (^_~)

my big happy family (in shaa Allah)

p/s: have lots to write, but i'll reserve it for the next post. Till then, stay healthy people!!

Tuesday, 9 July 2013


In the name of Allah The Most Gracious The Most Merciful
Peace be upon u people (^_~)

I'm home. Alhamdulillah. Praise be to Allah. And that means i get to spend my first sahur (which is tomorrow) with my family though my two brothers are not here. But yeah, i feel blessed. Again, alhamdulillah.

Ramadhan's here. The most wanted month by muslims all around the world. And other races too i guess especially in Malaysia because there will be huge discounts on lots of things. yeeaayyy. Ramadhan comes and i can't hold back my tears. In fact, i shed too much tears lately and that was so not naannii. haaiisshh.

I cried after AOT paper (final exam), I cried again whilst watching hindustan movie, Ghajini (which i shouldn't), again when I sang "Biarlah Rahsia"(apekah nani?? -.-'), when I looked at the sky too, and when I did nothing. Maybe, i've been abandoned my soul for too long and now it's craving for some 'clorox' and 'light'. Too much stains, too much black holes on my heart and it's crying because of that *nangis lagi* I need to clorox my heart. Yes, I have to and I must do that. 

I've been pondering about this issue for so long and now I've the conclusion. The issue is it's hard to make a change. It's a struggle. Yes. and it's not impossible too. Yes. I truly know that to change ain't like I'm gonna change into "perempuan Melayu terakhir" once I put on baju kebaya. If change is as easy as that, then i guess my long lasting wish should have been granted long long time ago. But it's hard. The surrounding makes it hard. The nafs adds more to it. *jentik dahi sendiri*

When people ask me for advice, I usually am able to serve them with the nasihat. Unfortunately, when it comes to applying to my own self, it always not an easy task. That's why people say words are easy said then done. I have to admit that. To walk the talk ain't like buat 'french toast'. heh. Not as simple as that. Hhmmm.

Of course it's not an excuse or an exit for not wanting to change to a better me. If I can't run, then i should walk, if that seems hard, maybe i'll start with crawling. Even if crawling is hard too, i should have make any move or at least a step rather than not moving at all. It all starts with a step. May this Ramadhan assists me to cleanse and cover all the black spots on my heart. May the heart gets what it has been craving for. 

So people, let's be an awesome servant of Him by grabbing all the spectacular rewards that Ramadhan offers :D!!!

Selambut menyambut Ramadhan kareem.
May He never let us be astray. 
May the light in our hearts never turn off.

Friday, 14 June 2013

Reminiscing THAT feeling

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I remembered feeling nervous before we departed from KLIA.
Thoughts of performing umrah made me chilled.
And now, i'm missing that feeling. Serious.
May there will be time for me to experience that feeling again. Ameen.

*me in 2011.yeah, i know. i was chubby back then*

Tuesday, 4 June 2013

He's the boss

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as promised in previous post, here is my boss

i purposely chose this picture *kahkahkahkah*
he's not a chinese, he's originated from Miri
he looks jambu but he's not *i guess* he's straight. worry not.
as far as i'm concerned, he's still SINGLE and available
so, feel free to contact me if u wanna try him. hahaha :D

lady in GrEEn is my EnLAW lecturer, Puan Norha
super sporting and kelakar habis, spontaneous too

*super busy week ahead. and i kid u not. serious.
May Allah ease everything. ameen. 

Monday, 27 May 2013

cuteness overload

peace be upon u people (^_~)

they are too cute and i can't stop 
myself from sharing this photo :D

comel sangat kan? they are twins but they are so

p/s: i pray i'll have twin child one day :)

confession #2

i have stop taking kopi 'o' every morning but still, i do not think i can face him without feeling awkward

Friday, 24 May 2013

Suka Sibuk

In the name of Allah, the Most Gracious the Most Merciful
Peace be upon u peeps (^.~)

A super long-hectic week has just passed and now i'm missing it. I miss being busy, terkejar sana terkejar sini. Maybe because i used to be busy when i was in LawSociety.

Well people, Environmental Awareness Week 2013 can be considered as a successful event. At least, i consider it as a success. I wasn't the committee of the campaign, but, nani being nani, always bugging into other's matters, got involved in preparing and conducting the event. I don't know what the REAL committees thought of me being busybody, but still i'm relieved it all went as planned though there were some hiccups. After all, it wouldn't be that interesting if there was no surprise during the day of the event. Seminar went well too. The tardiness of one of the panels was not of our faults. But, the blame that should be borne by us is we didn't make or have a back-up plan. In the end we did learn so many things in organizing that event.

My respect towards the only person whom i call BOSS (clinton) has tremendously increased throughout the event. He  faced too many things in that week but still he was able to compose himself to remain cool. He was not that 'cool' but his response towards the problems should be applauded. I hope i was of any help for him and not some sort of burden to him.

I wish to upload some pictures during the event, but my so-called BOSS didn't transfer it to my pendrive. Cisss.. padahal my pendrive was at his laptop that day. Sabar jer laa.. Till i upload those pictures, stay healthy people :)

Wednesday, 24 April 2013


In the name of Allah, the most gracious the most merciful
Peace be upon you and hi peeps :)

I'm home!!!
Home as my hometown in Penang.
Being home feels good.
A very good feeling indeed.
But one thing that is not soooo good is that i will literally
neglect all the assignments given.
Thought of enjoying holidays will always prevail.
Should have started flipping the pages by now.
But again, there's always excuse like 'ESOKLAH'
Lazy nani is lazy.
eerr ok ;)

p/s: have a good holiday people :D

Sunday, 24 March 2013

Because They Are Precious

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It's March people and works will never come to an end! Well, that's life. If it's meant to be easy, life won't be interesting. Life will be just boring and dull and lame and so on. Oh, btw, this blog will not be updated regularly because recently, i don't feel like writing *lazy nani -_-

Done with the introductory part. Let's move on to the gist of this post. "Because They Are Precious". Who are 'they'? Well, They are the ones who love you the most in this world although they seldom utter any of those love words. But indeed, they love you forever.

They are our parents.

They are called by various names. It can be mak, mama, mummy, umi, ibu, ma, bonda, abah, ayah, walid, abi, baba or any other words that portray love, affection and respect.

I attended a talk by Mufti Ismail Menk at Pusat Islam UiTM just now. He recited an ayat from the Holy Book, Al-quran about parents. The content of the ayat can be seen as a child should never disrespect his parents or even say "uff" to them. If i were to translate the word "uff" in this days, I would say that it will sound like "iissshh" or the clinching of the word T and H . The slightest sound of complaining or dissatisfying or delaying any works would have bring the same meaning as "uff".

Because they are precious that Allah has said that His blessing will be upon the blessing of parents towards their children. Regardless how bad people think of their parents, they should never build any hatred in their hearts. Parents scold because they care. Parents punish because they love. They don't want their angels to turn out like a screwed person.

I remembered one time when i was mad at abah because he was such in a hurry (which he shouldn't be) and didn't want to wait for me to meet tok before he sent me to the bus station. The bus was scheduled to depart at 9.45 a.m and abah, being abah, whom never want to be late, got us out from home at 8.30 am although he knew it will only took 20 to 25 minutes to get there. I was disappointed and my anger was clearly portrayed on my face. Poor mak, she didn't say much before i left because she knew if i'm mad or not in a good mood, i would reluctantly respond to her question.

I should never be mad that day. My younger sister texted me "Kakak marah sangat ka? Kalau marah sangat pun, tak payahlah tunjuk sangat. Kesian kat mak" and i shed tears upon reading the text. I texted mak and abah and asked for an apology. Mak said "Abah tengah serabut waktu tu..".

I feel bad for letting out my anger that day. I forgot that abah too is a human. He's got problems too. I should never let my anger out for just a mere tiny thing. Well, after all he's the one who pays for my sewa rumah, road text and so on. hahaha.

Maaf sebab kakak buat abah terasa hati.
Kalau kakak marah, sedih, suka atau apa saja, 
it can be easily noticed because they are portrayed on my face.
I'll try my best to not let u or mak terasa hati with my act or words.
Kakak salah, dan kakak minta maaf.
Cinta mak dengan abah banyak-banyak.

Respect them, love them, care for them, give them at least a call a week, never feel ashame to show your love towards them. Appreciate them as long as they are here. Because once they are gone, those hopeless tears will mean nothing.

Remember people, they are not to be thrown away like a piece of trash whenever they become senile or when the thought of they are bringing burden and hardship to you come and whispering. It's the devil who whispers the words. Don't ever listen to it. It's cruel, evil and an act that is so hard to be forgiven. So don't do that!

To those whom Allah has taken back their parents from them, you can still wish for their happiness and blessing in the hereafter. Never forget them in your prayers.

Indeed, they are PRECIOUS

Saturday, 9 February 2013

ladies' trip

peace be upon u and hi peeps (^_~)

i think this picture can explain a little bit about what will be written in this post :) yes, people..! i went to LANGKAWI with my girlfriends for 4 days and 3 nights.

As it was the first vacation with my friends, i was extremely excited and indeed the vacation has left a sweet memory in my life. This vacation was planned before the end of the 3rd semester and it took place 2 weeks after the final exam. There were 8 of us altogether.

We didn't go to Makam Mahsuri, Telaga Tujuh or any of the historical places there as we already went there with our own family when we were younger. It was a teenage-ladies' trip so we just did things like riding on banana boat, parasailing into the sunset, get our shirts wet in the ocean, screaming on bot laju when the water splash, shopping, trembling in the cable car but still can take the best shot of picture and so forth.

The most expensive memory and lesson i gained was that Allah is beautiful. When i was in the sky (parasailing) i witnessed the beauty of Allah's painting. I was speechless for a moment. The sun was setting down, the sky was orange, humans were like ants, the ocean was reflecting the image of the sun and the most beautiful music was echoing up to the sky, the calling for ummah to get ready for prayer. I think i can never forget the feeling and i hope it will never fade away.

People, there's a lot of things that you will learn when you go for vacation or backpacking. Travel more and gain new experiences. Happy travelling!!

p/s: looking forward to go to Sabah for the next trip =)

Tuesday, 22 January 2013


peace be upon u and hi peeps (^_~)

I'm home and is fully occupied until the end of this semester break. Why? oohh, it is because mak has made some plans for me this break. Mak wanted me to bake chocolate cake as she planned to sell it at school (where she teaches). So, now, i'm involved in this small business. I enjoy baking the cakes, actually i STEAM the cakes *eh, wujud ke steam kek?eerr..*. I received good responses from the students and the teachers so far. Alhamdulillah, praise be to Allah. I hope they enjoy my cakes and also the blueberry muffins. I hope Allah grant them joy and happiness whilst eating those sweet cakes. :)

Monday, 21 January 2013

a hectic start

peace be upon u and hi peeps (^_~)

i know, i realize and i'm aware that i have left alone this 'contengan ingatan' for quite a while. My last post was on November and now is already a new year. 2013.*sigh

Lots of things happened and i couldn't find any appropriate time to jot them here. But now, i do have lots of time and spaces to really conteng this blog. yeeaayy..!!

People, i started the year of 2013 which was believed by some people to not be existed because the world has ended*bullshit* with an atmosphere of tense and dull.Why? Because my final exam started on 3rd of January and i couldn't go out to see the bunga api because i was afraid i would waste my precious time to revise and remember notes ..! *ok, itu propa :P
But, honestly, i don't really care about the celebration on the new year's eve because i don't do that. I mean, i don't go to any padang or dataran to just count the seconds before the clock turns 12.01 a.m.

Back to my final exam. I had to sit for 5 papers which are Land Law I, Law of Equity and Trust, Criminal Law I, Administrative Law and Law of Sale of Goods and Hire Purchase (SOGA). And for the first time since Asasi, i used an extra booklet to accommodate my long answers. I'm being extra excited because i never did it although my friends had done it way long since Asasi.*tepuk dada  

I pray that all my answers are correct and my lecturers would spare me good marks and grades. Ameeen.
Till my next conteng, lets be a productive ummah :)