aku ke?

in the name of Allah, the Most Gracious the Most Merciful
peace be upon u and hi peeps (^_~)

today is the 21st day of Ramadhan.. the last 10 days of Ramadhan where Allah promises to forbid us from entering the hell fire for those who ask from Him.. let's not be just a passer by and neglect these 10 awesome days.. maybe this is the last Ramadhan that we can cherish..

done with the introduction, now let's get to the main point.. AKU KE? err.. don't misunderstand peeps.. i don't have split personality.. i just change my personality according to the situation.. =)

i always have this confusion when it comes to my name.. not that i have ten or eleven names but it's just sometimes i don't even recognize that that is actually my name.. a name given by my mak.. do not frown yet.. i tak habis explain pon lagi.. :) sebab i always say my name is Nani whenever people ask for my name, they might (or always) assume my real name is rosNANI, AMAni, ROHani dan nama yg sewaktu dengannya.. but those aren't my name.. i won't reveal my name kat sini but i can say that i have nurul in my name.. and my concern is that, i don't prefer people calling me nurul.. because i think that name is too sopan and lemah lembut for someone like me.. hahaha.. that's why i don't turn back when someone is calling me with that name..

there was a scene in my lecture class that i could not forget.. it was a day of my presentation.. in every presentation, after the last person bids her/his final words, the lecturer will come out with a few questions to the presenters.. as i was the leader, my lecturer asked me first.. but guess what.. i just stood still, smiling and didn't respond to her question sampai my groupmate siku i and say that question was for me to answer.. it was just because the lecturer said "ok, kamu NURUL apa pendapat kamu..." padahal dalam my group i'm the only person yang ada nama nurul.. adoiilaa..
i was puzzled for awhile.. "aku ke..? bukan aku nani ke..?" see.. i can't even have my mind straight.. i guess i have to make people call me nurul more often so that i won't forget that nurul is part of my name..lol~

done ranting.. time to get some sleep.. happy QIAM peeps :)

ramadhan

in the name of Allah, The Most Gracious The Most Merciful
peace be upon u and hi peeps (^_~)

it's kinda late to wish u guys Ramadhan Mubarak rite..? but 'kinda late' is way much better than not saying or praying it at all.. so SELAMAT  MENGIMARAHKAN RAMADHAN  peeps!! Ramadhan only comes a month in a year.. don't miss it because we don't know whether we are able to celebrate this month of barakah next year.. treat this month as a turning point for us to become a better muslim :D Next year is not a sure thing.. so let's make the terawih the best and the bestest terawih that we ever perform.. stand tall, bow long and prostrate devoutly..!

today marks the 11th day of Ramadhan.. Time flew by and the clock ticked fast.. now is the second phase of Ramadhan where Allah promised  forgiveness to those who humbly seek for it.. let's not turn this precious moment as a hopeless dust which brings nothing in our life.. ALLAHUAKBAR..!

and also i have a program with my juniors in my ex-secondary school this weekend.. we, the SUPER SENIORS secara julung-julung kalinya will make our first appearance in the school for a two-day program.. i pray to Allah that everything will go just fine and ends successfully.. ameen..

i'm currently searching for the better ME.. me, as i far as i know, i speak loud, i laugh hard, i talk a lot, i listen less, i keep my ego high, i cry too little, i'm too selamba-aci-redah, i act harsh and the list of my not-s0-good-attitude goes on.. For the better ME, i pray to Allah to open my heart as wide and broad as the sea so that i'll be able to make changes in life.. though it may not be a lot, but still, i hope there will be a better ME soon.. ameen :)

*i don't change personality.. i'm just improving my attitude :)

abang

peace be upon u and hi peeps (^_~)

i had a date with abang today.. it was wonderful because i didn't spend any penny of mine.. abang had kindly pay for everything today.. i just landed on penang yesterday's evening and last night i asked abang.. "belanja kakak tengok wayang" and he nodded.. i was like "terbaik la bang..!" because usually i'll be the one bearing all the cost when we went lepaking.. but today he was being extremely sweet as he just got money transferred into his account last two days (^_^)

we went to watch The Amazing Spiderman.. i got rm4 discount after i showed the receptionist/cashier my student card.. but abang didn't get any less.. poor abang..but it's ok..he got money.. ooh yeeaahh... 

i sat beside him in the cinema.. the sit next to me was still empty although the movie was about to start.. abang then whispered to me "kalau takdak orang, duduk kerusi sebelah tu.." i said "asal plak?" he innocently replied "rimas laa.." and i was like... that's so SWEEETTT of u abang.. haaiisshh..

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i'm close with my big bro.. i feel secure whenever i'm with him.. i can feel his brotherly love towards us (his adik2) although he seldom express it.. i can talk and share with him anything daripada cerita kereta, motor, sports, problems, love, berat badan, rambut, baju, kasut and etc.. he's a good listener and a good adviser too walaupun selalunya aku yang jadi tukang nasihat.. we are close and in fact with other siblings pon we are close.. i feel sorry for those who are the only child and those who never have heart towards their siblings.. it's a waste though.. sayang selagi boleh sayang.. sebab sayang tu yang akan cool you down whenever you have a fight with your siblings.. 

*motif post adalah utk mengespreskan sayang aku kepada abang dan adik2 aku.. :)