Friday, 29 July 2011

abah kata..

peace be upon u and hi peeps (^_~)

i had a conversation with my abah on our way to KL. It was just the two of us in the car as my mak was not coming along with us. As the time passed and we both got boring looking at the endless road in front of us, i started a conversation which related to how-abah-met-mak and abah's love story.

seriously, i laughed out loud as soon as abah started telling me his love story. I'd never imagined that abah would gone through all the stories that he told me, but yeah, abah was once young too. And i never thought that abah would uttered all those jiwang-sastera words. Hahahahahaa... This was what abah said :

"cinta tu bukan untuk ditangisi tapi untuk dinikmati. Cinta tu bukan datang sehari tapi dipupuk. Kalau orang kata,-aku jatuh cinta bila tengok si dia-, itu bukan cinta tapi rasa. Contoh, cinta ibu bapa pada anak-anak, cinta tu dipupuk sejak dari kecil sebab tu ibu dan bapa ni risau kalau jadi apa-apa pada anak-anak."

i was nodding and grinning at the same time. peeeerrrgggghhhhhh. Abah, you sure had read lots of H.M TUAH ISKANDAR's book. I can't deny the fact that love is supposed to make two persons happy and not drowning in distraught. When people do not place the love towards their spouses in the exact place, then, they might get frustrated sampai terguling-guling when the love that is hoped to last forever ended earlier than their aims.

Below is the hierarchy of love :
1) Love towards GOD -Allah-
2) Love towards the MESSENGER -Rasulullah-
3) Love towards parents
3) Love towards self
4) Love towards others

Therefore, do place the love at its right spot. Peeps, love is nature or in other word, FITRAH. Don't ever deny the existence of love because without love, we will not be here, without love, the world will be full of hatred.

p/s : i went to KL for the SD scholarship interview. I just hope that i managed to get to the final stage and get chosen as one of the scholarship holders. Do pray for me. =)

Thursday, 21 July 2011

random thoughts..

peace be upon u and hi peeps (^_~)

Actually, at this moment i should be sitting on the sofa in the 2nd living room with my eyes on the television screen watching the red warriors against harimau malaya.. However, it's too tedious to watch the game because none of the team scored any goal. I was expecting some exciting and cool moves from CHELSEA and HARIMAU MALAYA but i got so disappointed with both teams and yes, i left the 'game' and just waiting for the update on the facebook for the result.

I have a book which captivated me and i'm still reading it. It's a book written by a famous-popular-hot guy named John Grisham titled Theodore Boon. I've never read his piece of writing but i heard that his books are all amazing, so i decided to buy this 263 pages book. The gist of this novel is actually about how a 13 year-old boy solved a murder case and the laws applied in the case. I love law and that's the reason i love this novel.

After repeating the the same novel for about 2 to 3 times which is VERSUS written by HLOVATE, i came to think about where should i live when i have settled down. I'm pretty sure that i will not choose Malaysia because i think it's hard to teach my kids about Islam when the people around them who are muslims are not practicing Islam as their way of live. What should i say if my son asks me :

"mummy, why those girls didn't wear tudung..? it's wajib right for girls to cover their hair..?"

it will be easy if i live in a community who are not muslims as i can easily give this answer :

"Because they are not muslims."

it's one of the examples. Don't you think so guys..? :)


Friday, 15 July 2011

thank you Allah

peace be upon u and hi peeps (^_~)

                        PROGRAM : LW213 SARJANA MUDA PENGAJIAN
                                              UNDANG-UNDANG ( KEPUJIAN)
                                              FAKULTI UNDANG-UNDANG  

Ya Allah, i thank you for giving me this opportunity to pursue my study
in this course which i always dream for. Guide me to the right path 
and may YOU ease all the obstacles i might face. 

Wednesday, 13 July 2011

memang macam ni..

peace be upon u and hi peeps (^_~)

kalau orang tanya "kau ok tak?"
- "ok jer, asal..? aku nampak tak ok ke..?"
- "TAK" {itu bermaksud aku memang tak ok dan takde mood nak cakap}

kalau orang tanya "kau suka aku tak?"
- "SUKA jer, tapi bukan macam suka NUR kat ADAM"
- "eerr..neutral" {itu bermaksud aku rasa tak boleh ngam dengan dia}

kalau orang tanya "kau single ke?"
- "haruslah, mati aku kalau abang aku tahu aku dah tak single"

kalau orang kata "nani, kau jangan nak try dia"
- "aku bukan jenis makan kawan la"

kalau orang kata "kau tak payah la nak gedik sangat"
- "bila masa pulak aku tergedik-gedan ni..?"

kalau orang kata "kau tak payah la baik sangat dengan orang"
- "aku rasa aku respond sama jer dengan semua orang"

kalau orang kata "aku sayang kau"
- "ok"

kesimpulannya, aku memang macam ni. Kadang-kadang people get easily SENTAP because my answer doesn't meet their satisfaction. Kalau aku kata aku nak aiskrim, maknanya aku memang nak aiskrim. KALAU bagi bunga matahari pun, memang sah-sah aku tak nak. Bila aku dah kata aku akan buat, maknanya aku AKAN buat, lambat @ cepat jer yang membezakannya.

tapi semua jawapan tu akan berubah bila situasi berubah

Tuesday, 12 July 2011

it's all about WAN

peace be upon u and hi peeps (^_~)

this post is actually a tribute to my best girlfriend-sahabat ever (insyaAllah) who is known as WAN. I call her WAN instead of NUR or HUSNIYAH. We became close during our high school years which started from 2008 if i'm not mistaken. We are so so so so much different from each other and i think that's the X factor for us to be friend up till now.

-gambar muda-muda, i think it was in 2009-

why the fish i made this post..? To promote her..? maybe..hahaha~~ those who are interested to Know her with the big K, you have to go through me first for the first screening. Please me and you will have the chance to kenal-kenal her. ok NANI, cut the crap.

Wan told me that i've said this to her which make her burst into tears:

"Kalau aku tak jadi kawan hang, siapa lagi yang nak jadi"

i know it sounds kejam gilak but as far as i know (which was reminded by Wan), this super sentence had actually make her think for a while and finally came out with this sentence ;

"Kalau hang tak jadi kawan aku, aku tak tau siapa yang nak jadi" 
(i think i add up some words to make it sounds better)

That was how we started our friendship. We've gone through hell and high water together (yeke wan? hahaha) Laugh together, Gediks together, Repent together, Rempit together, Cry together, Scream and Yell together and etc.  Although sometimes we do merajuk with each other but it never last longer than a day (kan..?). 

-majlis khatam al-Quran-

As a good-sweet-cute friend that she trust with her whole liver-heart-intestines, i have actually become her adviser and listener in any matters regarding her life. And of course her love matter is not excluded. She shared with me  all her stories whether the break-ups, rejoined or crush. I got easily pissed off when it comes to her current love story which i hope and pray will end shortly because i don't like him. Wan knew that fact and she can't blame me for that. 

After our last conversation which was this evening, i felt so relieved because she has found someone 11% better than that MAN. I know i don't have the right to interfere in her private matter but i can't help myself from doing so because i don't have the gut to see her crying over someone who is not worth to be with. I don't know whether Wan and her new crush or i prefer the word TEMAN will go to the next stage. But however the result is, he got my approval and i hope Wan won't repeat her same mistakes. 

I love you Wan and this love will only die when my soul and my body are apart. InsyaAllah.

Ya Allah, i seek for your forgiveness for all my sins and my best friend's wrongdoings. Have mercy on us and may you bless our friendship. Ameen.

Monday, 11 July 2011

dah nak puasa...

peace be upon u and hi peeps.. (^_~)

hari ni bersamaan dengan 10 SYA'ABAN 1432 HIJRAH -11/7/2011-
dengan makna @ erti @ maksud yang lain lagi 19 hari nak masuk RAMADHAN.. 
dan lagi 5 hari NISFU SYA'ABAN... dan dengan erti kata lain..kepada mereka-mereka yang tak sedar-sedar diri lagi, yang tak habis qada' puasa tahum lepas @ tahun-tahun yang lepas.. SILALAH ganti.. tinggal tak berapa hari dah ni..

kalau Allah tarik nyawa tapi hutang dengan DIA tak langsai lagi, memang cari NAHAS laa..
bila ada manusia yang berlainan jantina dengan aku (which is man..and not a gay) mengeluarkan kata-kata sebegini :

"korang takpe laaa... ada cuti puasa..kitorang puasa non-stop tau.. 30 hari beb..takde cuti langsung..kalau terkandas 2, 3 hari tu kira ok laaa.."

aku dengan tak puas hatinya jawab :

"ni pakcik..korang ingat kalo dapat cuti puasa tu BEST ke..? ok.. best la jugak.. tapi korang ingat free ke..?? kena bayar balik dow.. dan bila kena bayar balik tu..korang ingat senang ke nak menepis anasir-anasir luar yang mengganggu bila kena puasa dalam bulan orang yang tak puasa..? air liur bergelen-gelen telan pun tak taw dah.. lagi satu, ingat senang ke nak makan curi-curi ni..? macam perompak pun ada tau.. adoyai"

dan aku sungguh tak paham kenapa orang lebih suka tinggalkan puasa macam tu jer.. mungkin mereka-mereka itu masih tak rasa nikmat RAMADHAN.. aku tumpang kasihan .. dan aku harap aku dan korang semua yang terBACA post ni tak tergolong dalam mereka-mereka tersebut.

jom sama-sama KEJAR sampai tak terkejar REDHA ALLAH.. jangan sampai Tuhan tak sayang kita.. itu sangatlah DISASTER..!! lagi satu, ape kata kita start puasa sunat dalam bulan sya'aban ni.. supaya taklah terKUJAT sangat bila masuk RAMADHAN.. :)

Monday, 4 July 2011


peace be upon u and hi peeps (^_~)

this post is written by me as soon as i completed my reading on MR K's new post which is Saya Suka Lelaki Berfantasized Pasal Badan Saya  . Ya Allah, urut dada jer bila baca post tu. It's so undeniable and this is where the saying "Truth is so damn BITTER" is greatly applied.

I'm a girl and it's alright but it feels so hurt when a guy-man-boy wrote about my species like that although it's all true. It sounds just like those seksi-yang-menyeksasan are whores and indirectly and implicitly hurt my pride as i knew and know that most of the girls are MUSLIMAH. Astaghfirullah. May Allah show the right path to them and to us.

I remembered my conversation with my brother and my cousin when we're waiting for our meals to come. As we sat outside the restaurant with the intention to get some fresh air, two SEXY girls passed by our table.

"Macam mana la orang laki tak tengok. Semua benda nak tunjuk. Kalau nak kata BEST, memang la best, boleh cuci mata free tapi DOSA. Alahai la perempuan.."

I was like...eerrkk...speechless. Abang and Naim were right. And what MR.K wrote was right too. Allah forbids us, women, to show our aurat to those who are not MUHRIM.


Tell the believing men to lower their gaze (from looking at forbidden things), and protect their private parts (from illegal sexual acts, etc.). That is purer for them. Verily, Allah is All-Aware of what they do.(An-Nur 24:30)


And tell the believing women to lower their gaze (from looking at forbidden things), and protect their private parts (from illegal sexual acts, etc.) and not to show off their adornment except only that which is apparent (like palms of hands or one eye or both eyes for necessity to see the way, or outer dress like veil, gloves, head-cover, apron, etc.), and to draw their veils all over Juyubihinna (i.e. their bodies, faces, necks and bosoms, etc.) and not to reveal their adornment except to their husbands, their fathers, their husband's fathers, their sons, their husband's sons, their brothers or their brother's sons, or their sister's sons, or their (Muslim) women (i.e. their sisters in Islam), or the (female) slaves whom their right hands possess, or old male servants who lack vigour, or small children who have no sense of the shame of sex. And let them not stamp their feet so as to reveal what they hide of their adornment. And all of you beg Allah to forgive you all, O believers, that you may be successful. (An-Nur 24:31)

To be a BAIK person is not that easy. The battle in ourself is the hardest part. Why..? Because to go against the norms is so so so so HARD. It's not easy to change from reading REMAJA which is our favorite magazine ever to SOLUSI which we never thought of reading it. It's not easy to lower our gaze all the time when we are used to enjoy the 'beautiful' sight that Allah created in this world. BUT there's always a way if we have a strong WILL to change to a better person. InsyaAllah.

Asal tak bogel je? sume tengok, sume nak rogol,ade je yang sebok2 nak sentuh, dok follow lagi, time2 tuh jugak die fantasize.. kan lagi bertambah confident camtuh sebab terbukti laki betul2 minat.. nih takat laki renung je, mane nak tau, tah2 dok hina kate pompuan tak malu lah, muka huduh nak seksi2, nak termuntah la, menyampah ke, takde duet sume baju ketat2 n tak cukup kaen ke, makbapak tak ajar ke, nanti ade kes rogol, laki jugak yang salah.. betul tak? dari diri sendiri lak, ternampaklah sume kelemahan yang ade, kurap ke, kulit tak licin ke, berjerawat ke, ketiak berbau ke, ade selulit ke, lemak terkumpul ke.. pelik tol pompuan nih.. tak nak rase spesel langsung depan suami padahal nanti suami tuh la yang akan bawak die masuk ke syurga.. ke ko nih tak percaya syurga neraka? hurm.. payah jugak kalo sampai tahap camtuh.. semoga diberi hidayah Allah s.w.t.. neway, ramai laki berpendapat, yang seksi2 nih nak wat maen2 je, nanti nak kawen, nak cari yang baek2 and menutup aurat.. tak nak anak nanti jadi anak yang tak solehah.. so, sampai bile ye ko nak seksi2? sampai hancur hidup sendiri? smpai ke tua tak kawen2? bile dah tua, nak seksi2 lagi? nasihat je nih.. kalau saya salah, delete je lah komen ni.. if u r open minded, then, open ur mind to see what actually the msgs I've expressed..

this is one of the comments that MR.K received about his latest post. I was attracted by this sentence:

"ramai laki berpendapat, yang seksi2 nih nak wat maen2 je, nanti nak kawen, nak cari yang baek2 and menutup aurat.. tak nak anak nanti jadi anak yang tak solehah.."

ooohhhhoooo brothers..! i'm so against that sentence. You guys are so MEAN.. Why do you guys take these girls for granted..?? NAK BUAT MAIN-MAIN JER..?? Do you think those girls toys ke..?? Boleh pulak tu, kalau nak kawin NAK CARI YANG BAIK-BAIK SEBAB TAK NAK ANAK JADI TAK SOLEHAH.. APEKAH..??? APE ni..??? it sounds like you guys have no sense of RESPONSIBILITY.. 

ni pakcik-pakcik sekalian, YOU guys should give some thoughts to what i'm gonna write here.
Do you guys think you deserve someone as good as NUR AMINA if you guys are nothing more than BOTAK..? Do you think you can have a wife who is a good cook if you are not titled to be an IMAM for her and for your family..? Do you think Allah will give you that 'solehah' girl as you wish when you had been flirting with another girls before you get married..?? hheeiiiii.. BUKAK HATI..BUKAK MATA laa...

A good man is meant to be with a good woman and vise versa. Daripada you guys flirt dengan diorang and then dump them because you think you are way mUCH better than them LEBIH BAIK you guys bimbing diorang dan diri sendiri ke arah yang lebih baik.. kan elok macam tu..? 

THINK.. =)