aku tak paham..

peace be upon u and hi peeps..

masa tengah lepak dengan abang dan along suatu ketika dulu yang mana masa tu mereka berdua tengah sebuk berkasih sayang dengan teman mesra masing-masing..timbul satu persoalan yang begitu kusut-serabut-susah

"asal mereka yang punya teman-teman rapat ni, hidup macam serabut gilak..?"

kenapa aku boleh tertanya-tanya soalan tak berapa luar alam tu adalah sebab:

1) along aku tengah mesej dengan teman beliau sambil menceritakan salah silah perhubungan diorang.. dan dalam tempoh masa beliau bercerita tu.. aku SANGATLAH MELUAT-TAK SUKA-SERABUT dengan teman beliau.. aku macam "apa masalah mamat sorang ni..? perangai macam budak2 padahal dah 20 lebih..apa kau ingat along aku tu baik sangat ke (ok..along aku memang baik) kalau asyik nak cari pasal dengan dia..?" aku tak paham macam mana along aku boleh memupuk sifat sabar yang tinggi dengan teman beliau tu.. *sigh

2) aku tak paham macam mana teman abang aku tu boleh tahan dengan abang aku.. bila aku duduk sembang-sembang dengan awek beliau, aku tanya dia "macam mana akak boleh tahan dengan abang ni..?" dan beliau hanya SENYUM.. oohhhh sungguh aku TAK PAHAM kenapa..


3) kawan baik aku.. asyik ada masalah dengan teman beliau..sampai aku pown jadi angin dengan dia..
dah taw mamat tu macam tu..yang nak sangat kat dia tu apehal..? adoyai.. dan bila beliau jawab.. "nak buat macam..dah sayang" aku malas nak pertikaikan..hal SAYANG-SAYANG ni memang tak boleh nak paksa-paksa.. tapi aku happy sebenarnya bila beliau dah clash dengan teman beliau.. walaupun aku tahu beliau nangis hari-hari.. :(

AKU SUNGGUH TAK PAHAM HUBUNGAN ANTARA MANUSIA INI

SESUNGGUHNYA IA SUNGGUH COMPLICATED

mungkin disebabkan perkara-perkara sedemikian, abang aku menTIDAK BOLEHkan aku terjebak dengan hal-hal begini.. dan aku pown tak kesah sebenarnya.. SINGLE itu SELAMAT.. hahahaha..

dan aku rasa bila single ni.. boleh pasang scandal banyak-banyak sebab takde siapa nak marah..

oppss..ABANG aku akan marah kalau dia taw.. hahaha~~

what i'm certain is that we have to find SOMEONE WHO CAN BRING US STRAIGHT TO SYURGA BUKAN NERAKA..

DITCH HIM/HER kalau dia dah jadi ulat bul-bul.. mereka sesungguhnya TIDAK BERAPA BERGUNA..

p/s : ulat bul-bul tu aku gunakan bila tahap kemiangan seseorang tu dah melepasi tahap normal

long journey..

peace be upon u and hi peeps..(^_~)

aku sebenarnya baru balik dari KL atas sebab pergi interview SIME DARBY..
macam biasa aku akan pergi dengan bodyguard kehormat iaitu abang aku..
memang kalau tengok.. dah nmpak mcm pasangan serasi..sehati sejiwa jer.. hahaha~~
aku bukan nak cerita pasal SIME DARBY @ YAYASAN SIME DARBY..
tapi aku nak cerita pasal perjalanan aku pergi dan balik daripada SIME DARBY CONVENTION CENTRE yang terletak kat BUKIT KIARA tu..

aku gerak ke sana dengan motor.. actually aku tak pasti aku naik motor ape..
yang pastinya ayah saudara aku hantar.. abang aku..?? dia pergi cuci mata kat MID..
perjalanan ambil masa dalam 20 minit.. dan sepanjang perjalanan memang aku terdedah dengan udara dan angin semulajadi.. tak main la aircon segala *mana ada motor yang bagi khidmat aircon

apa yang aku nampak dan lihat sepanjang perjalanan pergi dan balik tu memang terBAIK..
keadaan agak sesak bila sampai peak hour.. tapi itu perkara biasa kat KL..

aku juga sempat tengok sunset secara live dari atas motor yang bergerak laju..
senyum jer aku sepanjang perjalanan.. indahnya alam kurniaan ALLAh..
kat mana2 pown boleh nampak dan lihat..
mata aku tak dudk diam.. kejap2 toleh kanan..kejap2 toleh kiri..
nak hayati pemandangan highway secara live tanpa perlu ada tingkap dan pintu..

then i realized.. dunia Allah ni..kat mana2 pown cantik..
even kalau ditempatkan kat loji taik pown cantik..
sebab setiap orang DEFINE cantik tu dengan term2 yang berbeza-beza..

tapi kesimpulannyaa.. ALAM ni memang indah..walaupon ia dah tua dan uzur..
persoalannya..sampai bila kita boleh jadi saksi keINDAHAN alam tersebut..?
esok..? lusa..? sekarang..? kita TAK TAHU bila waktunya..
cuma dalam hidup ni.. kita kena sentiasa NAMPAK dan BERSYUKUR dengan keindahan itu..

bila dah selamat sampai rumah, mak saudara aku ajak pergi majlis AKAD NIKAH kat surau seberang jalan..
sempat la aku dengar khutbah NIKAH dan sumpah taklik..
dalam tengah kusyuk tengok pengantin lelaki *serious..beliau COMEL
fikiran aku dah merewang..

"macam mana reaksi aku kalau ada dalam situasi ni"

mungkin aku akan rasa kadar kelajuan jantung melebihi had biasa..entahlaa..
insyaAllah turn aku akan sampai..AMEEN..

a walk to remember

peace be upon u peeps n hi (^_~)

A WALK TO REMEMBER, movie lama tp aku baru jer tengok.. ape yang aku boleh tulis kat sini ialah movie ni CLEAN and SWEET..

starred by Clayne Crawford and Maddie Moore and they made a great couple..

it's about LOVE, FAITH and FRIENDSHIP..

CINTA yang mana dalam movie ni ditunjukkan bahawa cinta itu tak perlu ada cemburu..

cinta itu bukan angkuh atau sombong..

cinta itu perlu kepercayaan..

this movie portrayed the value of love towards GOD..

JAMIE who seemed to be so outdated has stealthy changed Clayne (i forgot his name in this movie)

she taught him about having faith in GOD..

there was a line that i love the most in this movie:

"why don't you believe in GOD? it's just like the wind, you can't see it, but you can feel it"

REDHA.. redha dengan apa yang dah tertulis untuk kita..

tapi tak bermaksud kita tak perlu berusaha.. 

contohnya kalau kita diuji dengan apa-apa penyakit, kita sepatutnya redha..

tapi dalam masa yang sama..kita tak boleh putus asa..perlu ada usaha untuk sembuh..

FREINDSHIP..kalau nak ditranslatekan dalam bahasa Melayu jadi KAPAL KAWAN..

kalau melalui pemahaman aku, friendship ni merujuk kepada SAYANG dan SETIA pada kawan

sama ada through hell or high water.. 

but if you were to choose between love and friendship..what would you choose..?

aku..?

of course MONEY..hahahaa~~ :P

is it relevant?

peace be upon u peeps n hi (^_~)

when i was on my way to flashback all the memories in high school, which was by looking back at the pictures in my lappy, i suddenly was amazed by one of my pictures.. i was like sumpah-suci-muka-aku !! hahaha..

that was a picture of me,my best friend and my senior holding our HOLY BOOK, AL-QURAN..

i was sitting at the middle and without me having time to stop my mind from functioning, i remembered what my tok said :

"kalau ambil gambar jangan ambil tiga orang, nanti salah satu akan mati dulu"

poor alvin,he'll die earlier than his brothers.. :P

the thing that my granma said actually makes me ponder why do they, i mean the elders think so?

is that one of their superstitious belief or is there any implicit meaning behinds it..?

there are many other beliefs such as :

"Jangan letak pinggan atas tapak tangan, takut nanti rampas suami orang"

i remembered when i put the plate on my soft hand, my granma who happened to sit beside me knocked my thigh and said:

"pegang pinggan tu elok2, nanti besar ambil laki orang pulak"

i grinned and quickly put it down. well, if i think thoroughly, i can say that when you put your plate which is full with nasi.sambal belacan,ikan goreng,gulai ikan , it's actually not stable..the plate might fall and the whole yummy things in your plate might scattered away.. 

and one more petua-orang-tua-tua which makes me show my teeth when i'm in the kitchen is this :

"anak dara jangan nyanyi kat dapur, nanti kawen dengan orang tua"

hahahahaha~~ i always do that whenever i'm in charge for cooking.. what is actually the relationship between singing in the kitchen and marrying an old man..? it's hilarious.. (^_^)

i asked my mak why tok prohibits me and my sisters from singing in the kitchen? and i asked her whether she believe in tok?

and mak just smile and said :

"tok takut makanan hangit bila dok asyik nyanyi"

and i think it does make sense..lol~~

there are a lot of pantang larang that were set by our ancestors.. u may click HERE to read more..

however, out of those three stated pantang-larang above, the first one seems to be not so relevant.. 

aku percaya ajal, maut, jodoh, pertemuan, semua kat tangan Allah..

HE is the BEST PLANNER.. 

Robert Levine once said : "In life, the only certainty is UNCERTAINTY" 

thus, let's depend on our LORD.. :) HE knows the best..!

hypocrite huh..??

peace be upon u and hi (^_~)

this is my third post for today..but since the clock has shown 12.00++ i think i should consider it as the first post for Sunday.. people who dropped by might think the reason behind my 3-kali-post-dalam-sehari  is to promote my blog as i'm a newbie in this blogger world (i'm not really a newbie actually) but who cares..?? this is my own personal blog.. so sshhhhhh for those who are not interested..

hypocrite..? hipokrit..?? yaa..hypocrite.. i'm gonna write something related to that word..
before i start writing crappy thoughts, lets start with something knowledgeable..
lets define what hypocrite is.. :)
through my reading on the internet which only take about 5 minutes from my precious time.. i can conclude that hypocrite is--->
1) a person who puts on a false appearance of virtue or religion
2) a person who acts in contradiction to his or her stated beliefs or feelings
3) also known as munafiq in arabic. It is used to describe a religious hypocrite who outwardly practices Islam whilst inwardly concealing his disbelief (kafir)


i'm not gonna write about what is the sole meaning of hypocrite or its history but it has to do with my conversation with my brother on our way back home from airport.

i think u guys can guess now what is the gist of this post..well while having a good-crappy-conversation with my dearest brother, we suddenly came to this issue, BOYS-GIRLS-LOVE-HYPOCRITE..

is it love when u are actually being hypocrite with your loved one?

love and hypocrite are two things that i think is inseparable..

abang aku cakap bila dah start bercinta tu @ in the other word, couple.. secara automatiknya tanpa sebarang paksaan mereka akan menjadi hipokrit.. PENIPU..!

sebab apa sampai jadi penipu..? entah..sebab aku tak pernah lagi mengalami detik cinta eeww eeww ni bak kata MR.K.. sambil meneruskan perbualan yang semakin rancak, abang aku pown kasi satu ayat yang buat aku sengih sampai nampak gigi graham (^__^) ayat beliau ialah

"kalau dah couple ni..nak kentut pown tahan..sebab takut busuk punya pasal"

ok..walaupown aku rasa kalau tak couple sekalipown, kentut in public with people noticing it is actually insolent tapi angguk sengih jer bila abang aku cakap macam tu..

dalam the latest post dalam blog MR.K which is Cara Nak Tahu Lelaki Betul-betul Sukakan Perempuan ada satu ayat yang aku rasa sangat terserlah kebenarannya which is the last sentence that appears to be like this

"Persoalannya, sampai bila dia akan suka kat kau?"

yayayaya..SAMPAI BILA..? sampai akhir nanti..? sampai syurga..? sampai dia jumpa awek baru bila dia dah jemu dengan awek lama..? persoalan sampai bila ni memang betol tapi aku rasa tak perlu dipersoalkan sebab persoalan sampai bila ni hanya akan terjawab bila masing-masing dah tak jujur dengan pasangan mereka..

the one who holds our hearts is HIM..the most loving GOD, ALLAH.. HE can turn our heart in just a second although we have been loving our loved ones for ages.. it's all in HIS hand and power.. we can just do the planning but HE will decide it..

secara konklusinya..aku rasa lebih baik jadi DIRI SENDIRI.. kita akan jumpa the right one when the right time comes.. tp in case korang boring semasa menunggu the right one to come.. tak salah kalau nak pasang scandal kan..? hahahaha~~

p/s: yg baik silalah ambil buat teladan..yg mana rasa boleh merosakkan hati nurani..silalah tinggalkan 

THE review and reveal of NUR kasih

peace be upon u and welcome peeps (^_~)

the power of soap opera, NUR KASIH was incredibly amazing.. and now the director KABIR BHATIA has filmed NUR KASIH THE MOVIE.. and i can say that this film will be a tsunami in Malaysia..

i have watched this film (just now) and it was fabulous.. only heartless people will find it nothing.. because it obviously SOMETHING..

p/s--> this is my blog and of course i have the privilege to use what language i want.. :) 

filem ni adalah kesinambungan daripada drama NUR KASIH yg dah 14 kali ulang kat tv3 but it still captured the hearts and eyes of millions people.. disebabkan aku pernah layan drama ni jadi aku pown berkobar-kobar nak tengok filem ni sebab aku nak tengok ending cerita ni ditambah lagi lepas baca review filem tersebut kat blog MR.K

TIZ ZAQYAH

she is the lead actress in this film..and of course she had successfully make me and my brother burst into tears (actually sebak jer).. dalam filem ni memang terserlah bakat dan kewibawaan beliau dalam lakonan.. memang kalah KEJORA @ BINTANG .. daripada awal sampai habis mmg NUR AMINA berjaya buat penonton sebak sambil cover tak nak kasi air mata merembes.. 

REMY ISHAK

this sawo-matang-macho-segak-bergaya man is the lead actor in the film.. the coupling between him and tiz was spectacular.. walaupown aku dah tengok banyak drama cintan-cintun yang menggandingkan artis-artis yg kononnya hebat kat Malaysia ni..aku paling suka dan terlebih teruja bila tengok pasangan ni berlakon.. sebab nampak serasi dan menJADI..tak kaku.. i thought ADAm died in this film (actually he died but at the old age) so i was waiting to cry at that moment..but he didn't.. (aku tak nangis cuma bergenang jer dimata) so u guys should and must watch this film.. 

FIZZ FAIRUZ

personally aku tak sangka yang fizz boleh bawak watak AIDIL dengan jayanya.. walaupown dalam drama dulu dia nampak ok dengan watak tu.. sebab dalam filem watak AIDIL tu berat sikit..banyak main emosi tambah-tambah lepas kematian ALIA (AYU RAUDHAH).. lagipown dalam drama-drama sebelum ni watak yang dia mainkan selalunya playboy @ happy-go-lucky @ evil @ yang sewaktu dengannya.. nampaknya Kabir Bhatia bijak dalam memilih pelakon.. :)

secara keseluruhannya aku boleh tulis yang filem ni adalah sebuah filem yang BERJAYA..

berjaya sebab berjaya buat penonton moved by the characters

berjaya sampaikan mesej islamik antaranya :

this is what ADAM said --> kalau kita beri benda yang kita sangat sayang kita akan dapat ganjaran yang setimpal dengannya.. 

-->nak berdakwah bukan hanya pada mereka yang dah ada asas agama..tapi berdakwah untuk semua

(aku suka bila ADAM bidas balik kata2 sorang ustaz yg ortodoks dalam filem tu)

-->Allah takkan uji hambanya dengan ujian yang tak terdaya ditanggung oleh mereka

-->setiap apa yang berlaku pasti ada hikmahnya

-->rezeki bukan di tangan manusia tp pada Allah

(aku juga suka part NUR AMINA bidas balik kata-kata Jehan miskin..padan muka !!)

cuma CGI effect kena perbaiki lagi sebab nampak sangatlah TAK REAL.. sebab boleh buat penonton hilang mood.. dari segi scenes memang sangat cantik.. the director really knows how to capture a good angle of every scenes.. congratulation to all the crews and actors for their efforts and commitments in making this splendid film.. BRAVO..!!

walaupown abang aku sebok nak tanya itu ini pasal filem tu (sebab dia tak layan drama).. dan spoiled mood aku.. aku tetap terasa habuk masuk mata .. dan sesungguhnya korang kena tengok filem ni.. 

silalah ke panggung berhampiran untuk menonton filem ini.. 

a suam-suam-kuku post

peace be upon u..and a warm greeting to u (^_~)

this is my very first post for this blog..

before this i share another blog with my bosom girlfriends and still do which is THIS..

but i find it inappropriate to share my personal-crappy-thoughts in that blog..

so i created one.. this T.O.S.O.M blog is all about my ramblings,nuts and takde tapis  thoughts..

it has nothing to do with others... i'm good at making people hate me as good as making them love me..

i don't have mensria (intention) to hurt people..but if u get hurt with my writing.. u are so welcomed to leave my blog and mind your own business.. i don't give a damn if u hate me because i don't know u..

however i'am delighted if u like and love me.. lets get along peeps.. :)